I think that I've been lied too. Or either I was never told...such a shame I had to find out myself. But who else could I depend on to provide such valuable energy and informative light?
Heaven....in a black man's eyes. Heaven...in between a black woman's thighs. Sweet tenderness, hard to tame, like the moment of sunrise.
I can almost smell the euphoria of lovers post-morning session. I need not to imagine or dream, I can feel every time.Breath fills my body, sexual energy fills my space and I become overwhelmed with the feeling of weakness, strength, endurance and pain. All of the buckets of blood and water, perspiration and sedation that goes into the liasons of love makers. Those, like I, that may transport the energy to and fro. Only aligned withthe Most High you know...
I often thought what I was doing was "making love"...as I've grown, I know now that I was "fuckin'"....plain and simple. No love was exchanged in the bed of the lustful enemy who just wanted to use my body as a warm hole of pleasure. No love comes from the high-induced state he put me in just to bring me to arousal, demonstrating his lack of intelligience reagrding the feminine aspects. No love was there in the backseat of the van, pounding and pouncing. No Love....
I may swim in a million men and a million more dollars...but I was looking for Love in all the wrong places. Different credentials, different swags and different faces....but still couldn't find "it." Looking for love in the wrong places. In between the spaces, along the side of graces...but still not there...Love won't be found there...in all the wrong places.
I wish I could rewind...but then no I don't. Because now my heart is open wide...and Hope floats. Without the ability to hate and be dragged so low, how could I have such a great capacity to Love? My heart shines brightly..."you see me now...I'm beamin.'"
No more screaming, tag-teaming...most of yall is still dreamin'. But my heart, my mind....it took time...but I'm beamin'.
And now HE is all that I see. Oh, how I have waited so desperately. But I had to see...for me...that was not the way to be. Love, like life, should be carefree. Care not of the small things he may do or say...for his feelings from the inside may feel a different way. No more speculation, no more worry. This here, is a true love story.
HE is all that I see...our love making was seriously, Sacred Energy. I go back and channel in my mind, and all I see is pure energy defined. No harsh rules, no ulterior motives. I love you and you love me....
We know...we know not, what to do with the energy in which we have been shot.
HE....do you know who you are? I've written plenty of things about your shining in my stars. I am the moon under a bright light...you are my sunshine when I lose sight. Just like God told me before...to wait and let the energy sweep you away...I may wait for you for any numbers of any days *smile*
I pass on passion to you, and it adds to the steam already forming in your core. In your body....while your eyes screaming that you want more. And sometimes I feel I may put too much into the energy I know we are a part of....this energy...only for two souls that form Love.
Spoken Word lyricist...knew you could get with this. Watching me as I switch...I won't replace this.
I am in Love...with Love. I am in Love...with your Love. So much to explore...so much more for you to show me. I hope that our energy revolves and you behold me...Afiyana. Through the Amazon...through the rainforests of life...through the rivers of eternity....this side..that side. No matter where our souls travel, I shall meet and see you again. I shall be with you again. We shall live again. We shall combine to make further life and when the breath leaves these vessels we occupy now, we shall live through our further life on Earth. I am not hurt, I am healed...from Love. Love healed me, and will never hurt me. Love does not hurt. Pain does. Love does not kill...hate does. Love is in the eye of the beholder...no Love is anything that is everything. Without Love...there is....
Love. Afiyana. Peace. Love. Peace. Afiyana. Boy I love you, and I lead not my heart down an alley to lead me astray. I Love...and I will save this love here for you anyday.
Love secured safely in my heart....the Creator out it there, for you, from the Start.